i'm in the...

i'm in the mood for a deep bubble bath. for snuggles and quiet whispers. i'm in the mood for storytelling, for falling asleep on someone's lap. i'm in the mood to be comforted, held, safe. i'm in the mood to let my hair be a delicious mess, let the quivering nerves under my skin relax, let my mouth stutter where it will, take a deep breath and dive into me. ((and yet unfortunately I am here, biting my lip for no reason. exhuasted but staying up late anyways. alone. and trying to type out my emotions while watching SVU instead of sleeping. le sigh.))today i missed my long hair while at the same time fought the cumpulsion to shave it all off. *shrugs* i'm so weird lol.